i need a new car. arguments in the club. hating work. =) but i`m still breezing - shoot i`m in grad school now. me and the ex are like two faulty magnets. we argue EVERYtime we`re at the club together and we either end up apologizing or going on a few days haitus. well this time i don`t know what will happen - trying to decide if i care what happens. i don`t want to try to unscramble it. and you know what it`s not even because i`m mad at her or what the issue is, it`s because i understand and right now i`m admittingly running away from reality. "i don`t want to be with anybody " yada yada yada. i WANT to be single but i don`t want to be alone BUT i don`t care about being single either. it`s so catch 44ish. maybe #in2010 i`ll make an adjustment and woman up but right now i`m being 18 about it. i`m trying to decide what i miss because i do but everything is like a black hole right now. you know, you know its there but you don`t know what it really entails. it`s still what the fuckish. i don`t know where we will end up, scared to find out.
f u c k i n g b r e a k u p s
i say you do you. just gooooo with the floooow. shxt.
ReplyDeleteion like that heaux though.